Samantha from bewitched!

Ryan and I are now offically home owners! We bought our first house today. We had the house insepction this morning and now this 4 level back split is all ours!! It has 3+1 bedrooms and 2 full baths and the cutest bar and a whole lot of character!!



I am excited we move December 14th. Looking at my room i dont know where to start. Everyone is laughing at me telling me it cant be that bad since i only have one room to pack , where as most people have a house to pack. But i still think the next month will be an adventure of sorts.

I havn't lived on my own since college ( thats making me sound old!) But here we are I am 23 and now a home owner. It still sounds weird to say. I am excited though!! Excited to have freedom and do the things i couldn't do living with my parents like eating cookie dough for breakfast & never wearing pants

time to get organized

twenty three in thirty three days. i am still so young, and you say i make you feel younger than your years. i'm sorry, love, i just have no time to waste. these are the only days when people will want me. the only days when there will be enough energy to do too much of everything, too much of the time. to eat like a sparrow but drink like a lily, slowly and constantly. to pretend love lasts forever when nothing and no-one ever really does. nothing stays the same and it's okay. i'm moving just as fast as the next train headed for your station, trusting blindly in electricity, following the rusted tracks to your heart, maybe.

it's just that i'm amazed at how different i am from the old shell of me, the old cocoon of me. from silver to silk scarves. bitter coffee turned into mint tea. kitten to a cat, stretching languidly in the sun. the same girl but never the same story. i have lost too much sleep over yesterday, over tomorrow. life is not present perfect but i live in the present. i have to.

today i live with eyes closed, i am trying to make it easy. i am leaving half-finished stories and fairytale breadcrumbs in my wake, i am pretending my parents will live forever when nothing does, not even me.

Last night Jen and myself headed to Toronto to see Heavens!

It was an amazing night. It is always nice to hang out with Jen. We are the same in TOO many ways. WE talked the night away. Drove to Toronto in my new car. Went to the Kensington market and walked around chinatown. Had an interesting dinner which included a lemon and marshmallow pie! then headed to the venue to see HEAVENS. I loved the fact that she went because i needed a date and left impressed. Matt's voice last night was amazing. i loved how low key the venue was and he just walked around all night and no one really bothered him. I was totally impressed with them live and i would love to catch more shows. The drive home was fun too breaking out the cd's we used to listen too circa grade 9 like the josie and the pussycats soundtrack, the night was pricless